purpleey

2012-01-29T09:17:00.000-08:00

Finally decided my goal for the year.
To stay happy & free of distractions.

It may sound easy to anyone out there but it's not for me.
More obstacles coming up next week.

Nothing will get me down aft the start of a new year; the end of the chinese lunar new year.
The old me is dead, leaving behind a new one.
I'm gna live everyday happily! :D
Cause no matter what, u still gta live w it.
So why not spend it happily!?!?!
Life's short. You dont know when you're gna say byebye to this world.
So yes! S-M-I-L-E!

toodles ^^

2012-01-19T17:46:00.001-08:00

Seriously... Why my life so sadddddddddddd

2012-01-14T05:02:00.000-08:00

Why do I keep getting dealt w blows, one after another?

2012-01-12T06:25:00.000-08:00

Emo post. - Don't read if YOU can't stand me. Lol

My life is always filled w ups & down.
I want it to be normal but it just... keeps disappointing me. Lol
in 2011.
I've encountered many downs. Can't rlly rmb 'em alr.
But those as far as I rmb. I'll list it down.

1. Oct season
2. Nov - exam period ; worse ever
3. Dec ? Total joke for the "gifts" I've received before birthday.

Everything happening now & then just made me feel so unwanted no matter where I go, who I'm w. Rlly.
This feeling sucks. Its like hanging on a thread, yet again.
Who can I speak to ? Or rather who'd unds how I feel ? Lol.
No matter how much unhappiness / grouses I've got for the past 1mth.
I kept it all to myself. I find it hard to express my feelings/mood alr. Rlly....
Friends're laughing at why I even wear shades on the train.
But hello, you dk why I did.
The feeling of being harrassed sucks right.
Don't think you'guys unds.
But its ok.
Shall bury myself w loadsa stuff to do.
To forget all these pain. Lol

W all of these happening every now & then.
I guess I'd be soon immune to every happening that occurs around me.
& I thought sch wld be good once it starts.
Prolly just another disaster, I guess.
But I'm loving the modules I'm taking (;

2012-01-08T07:30:00.000-08:00

Bye facebook / twitter (:
Must be able to control not to activate 'em back again...

Jiayou!

2012-01-05T20:22:00.000-08:00

That was on 31/12 (:
Simple celebration but I had fun.
Previous days from 28,29,30 was a disastrous day for me.
Totally sucked. Mood level was 0-10 upon 100. Lol
For now.........
Sign off ^^

2012-01-02T07:45:00.000-08:00

Hello my dead blog.

I'm back.
I promise I'd blog tmr (:

New year resolution

2011-12-31T00:11:00.000-08:00

New year resolution
(Totally forgotten about my previous one, so yes here's a new one)

Someone asked why I didn't made any wish for xmas.
& said I was greedy to wish for 5things for new year.
But then again... Its new year right!!?!?!!

1. To get more focus on my studies (Get better grades)
2. Better health, I keep falling ill -.-
3. Be happy & forget about the past.
4. Focus & do the stuff pf & me gonna do. (prays hard it wont distract me)
5. Xwg to be more mature when he's out. (so I wont't kena same shyts he did to me in the past)

done ! :)

2011-12-28T21:56:00.001-08:00

Starve myself today.

2011-12-28T21:47:00.000-08:00

Spam alot tweets in twitter alr.
But can't you'all see the effort I'm putting in.
Prolly its nth compared to you.
But I'm slowly changing. Changing to me a better me.
Contributing bit by bit to this household.
To you'all its nth. To others I'm fillial.
But all these can't be measured. It only can be felt by the heart.
I'm rlly hurt by what you've said....
眼泪留着不停。又有谁能体会我的感受呢？

Hello

2011-12-25T10:34:00.000-08:00

Back at this space, simply cause ~> I'm too sick + bored.
Can't fall asleep so decided to update this.

Srsly, I can't stand my iphone gps. It keeps giving me wrong directions.
There's this time where I need to go kallang(somewhere-ivetotallyforgottheaddalr!!) to collect my grandma's medicine. It was raining when I left the hse yet I cld forget to bring umbrella -_-|||
So yes, I cab there! & decided to take train home cause I cld buy koi omy home!
& this is what happened to me -_-|||

Xmas 2011
It was a bad one to start with.
Even bad-der when I'm down w fever.
Like wtfff!!?!?!?!?!!?
Wento the doc's. 4medicine & it frking costttt me 46bucks!!
Srsly, the medical expenses in singapore is getting higher & higher.
No pics for xmas cause I've totally forgotten to take pics -_-|||
& YAY-NESS! Another purple watch added into my collection ^^v

Memories?

2011-12-22T09:01:00.001-08:00

Whenever, I see that blog post, it sets me thinking........
& yes, another sleepless night ..

p/s: rlly happy to meet up w my sec sch best friend (:
its like.. we didnt contact for years alr. but there's still endless topics to chat about.
nothing to be fearful of, just speak ur mind etc etc. i rlly liked it, alot.
(:
yes. im gonna start doing smth that will prolly changed my lifestyle now.
that is > busier.

Memories?

2011-12-22T09:01:00.000-08:00

Whenever, I see that blog post, it sets me thinking........
& yes, another sleepless night ..

New year resolution (2012)

2011-12-20T10:22:00.000-08:00

Was tweeting in twitter that, I alr thought of it.
But now when I try to rmb wtf it was....
I was like. Ok, I can't rmb. Fml

its 2.24AM ! And I'm still awake wtf.
Ok, shall sleep & tmr wake up to ... (trytormbmynewyearresolution) =.=

Don't read if YOU can't stand emo/angsty post.

2011-12-18T23:28:00.000-08:00

Emo part first.

I'm stucked. Strangling in some point where idk where exactly is my location.
I'd wanto move on. There's alr no turning back, & I won't.
The most impt reason why I left is causing me to be stucked at idk where again.
Okay, I don't think anyone unds wtf I'm saying.
Attitude is most impt. No matter to who.
No matter who YOU'RE FACING.
Your parents, your friends, your partner.
Wtf, when you're pissed off, YOU JUST MADE IT SOUND LIKE THE WHOLE FKING WORLD OWES YOU!?
You don't regard others as impt, proly only your partner.
Whatsoever. You're a man.
To care for your family knowing your family condition/situation isn't good.
Just cause you got some moodswing, you made yourself suffer,
(asmentionedearlier) you made it as thou the whole world owes you.
I think I've alr said things crystal clear.

Angry part:
I !!!! WHICH IS ME !
Wna move on.
No turning back / whatsoever.
You're just fking making me stucked & trapped in this shyt.
I know you told your friends bout what happened.
To your damn friends, its between the 2 of us.
No one has the fking right to judge.
ARE YOU US ? NO ?
THEN WHY THE FK ARE YOU ANGRY BOUT?
GET A LIFE BITCH.

Backdate to -9/12/11

2011-12-14T20:47:00.000-08:00

Immed aft the exams,

Late dinnz @ Opp Wilkie Edge building - Jap rest which I cant rmb the name
p/s: [IMO]food sucked cause the ramen I had wasnt good, & pricey.

Somehow, I rlly liked this pic alot.
Both of us were smiling so happily (:

Before movies,

Aft movies, we were all worned out alr :\

Caught white venegenance - "hong men yan" i think
Its rlly a nice show! 4/5 ☆ - IMO!

Sign offfffffffff ^^

2011-09-18T04:39:00.000-07:00

Hello dead abandon blog of mine.
Ive come to update you!
Will post smth soon!

2011-07-11T03:14:00.002-07:00

I'm innocent
I dont have to prove myself to you
just because, you aint worth it. & whatever you knew,
is nothing but hear-say. I pity you, really.

Hello.

2011-07-07T08:59:00.000-07:00

I really don't know if:

By crying,
By spreading words around,
By saying out your side of story,

Solve matters?

I really don't know.............

stress

2011-05-24T22:22:00.000-07:00

pls read title.

2011-05-14T09:53:00.000-07:00

superchio.
<3 her max.
my new idol!!!
charmaine sheh shi man! :D

hihi blogger

2011-05-10T10:26:00.001-07:00

i can assure you with 1000000^% confidence that i wont hesitate to scold anyone,
who use this word on me > "eww".
fk. gross!

2011-05-02T12:22:00.000-07:00

sucha sucky day.
ive thought they changed for the better.
but not. defintely.
its getting worse. hais.
srsly just fml.

2011-04-13T12:12:00.000-07:00

hello!
finally got back this url! :P
back to blogger!
onsugar isnt user friendly -.-"""
and only tumblr allows me to add pics directly to blog zzz